I looked at the rifted black rock and felt ___________________________________
I am nature and nature is killing me
The city squeezed my body
The cold the weather I felt ____________________________________________
Felt nothing
Felt I was the same as _______________________________________________
As everything before or after my body
As the television continued its bland spreading of ____________________________
As the news reported the death of the heart
I looked in a book and saw a ribbon of blood
I heard an ancestor speak
Oh humanity that is words
Oh image of ______________________________________________________
Of me as a kid and you as a kid
I remember you before the warp of whiteness
Before I was assigned an inconceivable uncontainable gender
I remember that music could pierce my body
I was mutable and my love touched god
When I say god I mean ______________________________________________
I mean _________________________________________________________
That which is infinite and indestructible
The obvious coincidence of mystery
How it is to see you
Walking toward me I am _____________________________________________
Suddenly aware of the history of temperature
That is skin
The sky is the same
Sky pinning us
To the planet
Yellow moon _____________________________________________________
Row me out of these
Little pain estuaries
Wanting something a bowl of something
A kind television god
A song
Of _____________________________________________________________
Sing me to sleep world beyond me
Give me a bowl of __________________________________________________
Rocks collected by the river
Oh language
My breath shredded my breath just
Barely making it through my ___________________________________________
The core blooms
Bloodied since birth
How can I hold my body as a ___________________________________________
For your body
Why I wondered am I _______________________________________________
How can I love you when I am _________________________________________
Just beginning to __________________________________________________